Let it snow!
First really big snow of this “so called” winter, and if that doesn’t do a good job of explaining things then a cancelation of my psychology class tonight should!
It’s final,
college in six days. Will I survive??
Merry merry christmas!
merry christmas eve!
With Christmas..
being one week away, I just don’t know what to do with myself. I’ve got almost all my Christmas bought, it’s just the wrapping I’ve not yet gotten around to doing.
It still hasn’t hit me that exactly one year ago this time, Jason and I were starting our relationship off together. I cannot believe how fast time has gone by, I can remember the last day of summer, and the first day of my senior year like it was yesterday. I’m officially a college student, and that alone is scary enough. I’d be lying if I said I’m not in the least bit nervous, honestly it’s killing me. Yes, I realize it’s not something that is going to kill me, but I feel like just a change kills me. I’m so used to the same routine I’ve had for about four years now, but I’m in the real world now, I need to grow up a little bit.
Thanksgiving has already passed, and Christmas is just around the corner. I have exactly fifteen school days left, and I think my decision to graduate early is still so far a good compromise made. I know I’m going to miss seeing my girls every single day, but an early start on college will only benefit me for the good in the future. I still cannot grasp that it will be an entire year once Christmas is here, time has seriously flown by. I wouldn’t change one thing about the past year, because there have been many lessons learned down the road. I’m excited for the next year to come, I know things will be different, but I’m more excited than anything.
halloween #3.
I honestly wish…
I could be so much stronger about some particular things. I play different scenarios in my head over and over again the way I only hope to deal with them but unfortunately enough, it never happens that way. I already know so much that should give me enough reason to move forward and learn from those mistakes but there is just something that keeps me staying. I just can’t do it.
and boy, i couldn’t think of anyone else i’d rather be with.
orange & white.
